6-24-11 Rainy Days
Monday Jeremy rode his bike to my office, he got there buy 2pm as the ride only took him 1.5 hrs (he thought it would be much further) so I went out and gave him money to go get food and wait till my quitting time. On the drive down to my new home he told me he had not filled his prescription from the doctor in months so we went home got Shawn and went over there, and Shawn bought an air mattress and I gave up a great deal of my Reiki office space, having to move my card readings table into the yoga/workshop area. I pray for nice weather so we can do the Yoga on the Beach instead of in my basement! LOL On the way back I showed him where to ride his bike and wait in town for day work and we passed auto repair places with help wanted signs out front for him to go get applications. This will be his last time to collect unemployment benifits so if he gets a job it will be timely for sure!
Tuesday while at work I was all frustrated about my joint pains and aches, this has been going on far too long and I am not finding solutions. I said a prayer for help on that matter and shortly after I noticed I had missed my e-mail the day before: From The Secret Daily Teachings:
Most people only think to ask for health when they don't have it, but you can intend great health at any time. Use the power of your intention every single day and see yourself healthy and well.
Wednesday was a work from home day, I was supposed to be hosting a concert at the beach event in the evening but it got cancelled due to rain. We have been getting lots of rainydays this summer but the farmers almanac did predicit, at least so far we havent had those horrible hot above 90 days. In the evening I wanted to go up to the mall and look for a poster for above my couch so Jeremy and I headed up there and looke and looked all over the place to no avail, all I found was an art print in a home decor store for $40 I had to pass, I did get a string of shells for $3 and hung above my kitchen sink. We then went to Wegmans for groceries and I realized its the one Randy and I used to go to for game days, and when I left the store it was 9pm and I wondered if I would see him leaving work at UPS, I know thats his quitting time but I didn't see him. I had him on my mind a lot this day because the angel card was Soul Mate, checking out of the store I saw a book that said "If you want your marriage to work PRAY HARD" so I prayed hard for a husband, wishing it would be him but also being open to whomever.
Thursday nothing too special at the office, I did train the new girl who is going to be helping me so that was nice but she is in meetings 2 days next week and we won't get enough time in for her to cover for me on the 5th that I took off. I have a party planned but so far no one signing up, I may just cancel and do something I always wanted to do and that's go into NYC to see the fireworks. Driving home that night I passed Randy but I didn't think he saw me, so I texted him...we eneded up texting back and forth through the evening and it ended as usual with me being frustrated with him over something, he wants to meet for "benifts" and I am upset when he never came over to help me fix my light or be a friend and besides I told him Jeremy is here now living with me, it seems the powers that be do all they can to keep us apart I told him. I recalled how Mary said they told her for me to leave him be for now and I prayed again for me to do a better job of that. Oh we women are so nutty aren't we? I am bad I know that I am but I know plenty far worse that I LOL, still this is something I need to work on, contacting him just leaves me sad.... It rained that night so I didn't get to go to the Bonfire on the Beach event. I cleaned house and took Jeremy for some supplies. He told me how depressed he is and we discussed some things we were going to do to work on it, hang in there kid I told him and despite how hard it is to have him around I am glad he's here with me so I can help him get back up on his feet again, he's my son and I love him...
Friday, work from home, more rain... nothing on the event calendar, guy who promised me a ride on his motorcycle wrote to cancel and said maybe sunday.. I don't know what I am going to do tonight. Jeremy checked and found out the he didn't get his unemployment money, big mix up mess with the woman who was supposed to help him find a job, he had one interview and her follow up was to make him keep calling the guy every day to ask if he got the job, the guy got annoyed with Jeremy and she wouldn't send him to any other interviews and now she's cancelled his benifits saying he refused to co-operate. What a mess, I told him we will start over down here and see if they can help him get a job, he has been classified as disabled and they are required to help him till he gets a job its so upsetting that you have to fight so hard to get government employees to do thier jobs. He was so depressed he went back to bed by 2pm....lord knows I have had days like this, I let him sleep...tommorow we can go up and get the rest of his stuff from our house and monday I am off so I will take him. He needs a little more help , I am his mom and this is my job..... this rainy day may have us down but it will get better...
Today I want you to keep the hope alive in your heart even when it's raining, don't get too upset if you feel blue somedays and you just want to go back to bed.... You can give yourself that luxury once in awhile, rest, re-fresh and be ready for when the sun shines again! In the meantime........go and find the one who loves you...........
With Love and in the Light, Cassie
Rainy Days and Mondays
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TADXA1651Mw
No comments:
Post a Comment