6-6-11 Re-Writing the Signs

6-6-11  Re-Writing The Signs

Saturday I did quite a bit more un-packing and organizing and then the POF guy wanted to see me so I told him perhaps late afternoon once I ran my errands. I went to Home Depot to return the gas cap and get more mulch and flowers and stone. Felt good to be using cash again and not credit. Next stop K-mart for casual canvans sneakers and potting soil for the continer garden i am making for peppers. Bathing suits were 50% off so I picked one out. Next I had a Fashion Bug coupon that came in the mail and I was thrilled to recall that there is a local store! It's one of my faves. Next was Sears, I had to get parts for the lawn mower I got off Freecycle, I hoped Randy didn't see me, I saw his truck and knew he was working. In the afternoon the POF guy texted that he was going to nap till 6 could he seem me after that but I told him I had plans for later, which I did. If I really wanted to see him I'd try harder but I don't. Marie showed up to move some of her stuff in, poor thing has no bed I have to find her one on free cycle. I napped a bit then worked in the yard a short while then got dressed up to got Bhars to meet my friends for Karaoke, everyone was glad to see me and I got up to sing back up for one song and they took pictures of me, and one asked me was I doing my Reiki and I said not lately but soon. They didn't stay late, too many people in the rotation to get to sing so when they left  I went out and sat by the water a bit before heading home. I couldn't help but miss Randy and our times together there last year. I checked my e-mail when I got home and he had sent me one asking to borrow the paint spray gun.... Some how I need to make peace with us just being neighbors, I think I can do that......if I never let him touch me that is....... *sigh*  I also got an e-mail from the woman who bought some SpiritStones, she said she wants to take a walk down the block and meet me for coffee I was very glad to hear it, people are so friendly down here...

Sunday I had hoped to make it to mass but the day just got away from me, I spent a good deal of time organizing in the basement though and I do so need to get that done so I can start doing my Reiki and my workshops and organize the SpiritStones I have left and see about figuring a way to sell those again. I rolled out the carpet and wished Jeremy was here to shampoo it, and to also fix the over head lights that suddenly aren't working. I tired new bulbs I think I need a new starter. I sure wish he had been able to get a ride down here.... I also need the mower fixed too and I refuse to ask Randy. I am stubborn like that LOL I was reading my facebook page and saw an this article how to read signs from the universe and it sort of helped me with the whole soulmate thing, it has held me back wanting him because of the signs we both got but this article pretty much said that I can make my own signs by changing my vibration and thinking about what I want. He really had been a lot of the things, and especially the really BIG thing that I did NOT want and that was not emotionally present to the relationship, it felt so comfortable to me because I was so used to it...

Monday was a pretty good day at the office, I had been thinking for some time about writing the big boss in Ireland about something bothering me about our group, a non-compliance issue. It nagged at me again this morning so I asked a co-worked in another group if she felt it was a good idea and she said yes, I figured it was a good time with new management coming on board so I got brave and sent it. My supervisor also IMed with me a bit and said he wants to learn more how to do what I do so I said I would teach him. He wants me to have back up for when I go on vacation and also help so that I can learn new things and hopefully move up eventually. I heard from a guy on POF that I had dated a couple years ago, Joey is his name, the timing wasn't right because I had just broken up with Randy and still had him on my mind, so we made a date for Wednesday night. I came home, shampooed the basement carpet, went and got more dirt and finished potting my flowers and then I decide to tackle the mower. I put in new oil, the new gas cap and threw out the tin foil they had on it, and filled it with Gas. I had no idea what to do with that spark plug thingy so I left that for a guy to do and another part fell off, I think that's a filter of some sort, I messed with it and it would not start, I tried and tried and tried to no avail, I almost texted Randy but then Marie came home and she tried. Then she read the instructions on the side and it said to push some buttom 5 times, then I recalled doing that when I was a kid back in Ohio...after 5 min I found it and then it started on the first pull! Hoooray! Marie mowed the front yard and we said we'd do the back tommorow night. Not bad for a free-cycle mower and two women! A good day indeed, I don't need Randy I can muddle through on my own untill God brings me my perfect mate.....time to start envisioning something better....

Today I want you to look at where you are and ask yourself did you get where you wanted to be? Did you get the things that you wanted? The relationships that you desire? Did things turn out "right" or "wrong"? If you are less than satisified then its time to erase the signs that got you where you are, be thankful for the memories and experinces that your path brought you to, and re-write the signs! Forge a new trail and see where that one will get you! Everyday is a brand new day.......with brand new signs........

With Love and in the Light, Cassie