4-15-11 Helping Others
The theme of my week seems to have been about helping others, read and find out more......
Monday night I went to the park after work and rode my bike again. Mike said try for 25 minutes this time so I made sure I did 25. It was hot too, 85 degrees but I did it. I stopped and took a picture of my bike by the trail. Pretty nice place right? (see pic below) It's very close to work I am thinking of doing my walking & talking events there on tuesdays and my biking buddies there on thursdays after work. But anyway I sent the picture to Mike, the new POF guy and Randy..guess who's the only one who replied. Yup Randy. The POF guy did call me that night I kinda like him a little bit and Mike says I should go out with him I am too picky and what am I gonna do waste my life waiting for Randy-- he's right of course I gotta live..so I told the POF guy I could meet him friday after work.
Tuesday work was dull, same old same old and then it rained so I could not ride my bike. I texted Mike to see if he wanted to meet for dinner as he had mentioned it earlier on the phone. We make good buddies he and I , we both like to yap, we both like to eat and we talk to each other about our dating. LOL And like I said he is a very successful business man and I want to get more drive like that, he helps me by keeping me driven and I help him by inspiring him spiritually. I joked with him that someday I was going to write a book and call it "Tuesday's With Mikey". After we ate Jeremy called me and wanted to borrow $5 and a ride to get his prescription filled so I went to pick him up, he came out with a basket full of dirty laundry, but that makes me happy I like to do his laundry. On the way home we had to go give his friend a jump start who was stranded and I told that kid he can take the old truck my tenant abandoned here if he also took some garbage and he said deal, and the very next night he did exactly that, I am so happy that load of junk is off my property and off my mind. I like seeing and helping the kids now that they aren't hanging here at my house 24/7. Jeremy was in good spirits too, he met some woman who needed her car fixed and he helped her and that made him feel good. It was nice to see him happy instead of feeling sorry for himself, doing a good deed for someone was just the medicine he needed. I did teach my boys to help others, that is a very good thing.
By Wednesday the POF guy had backed way off, probably because I wasn't into the lets trade naughty pictures game. I mean really what are we 12? Sorry but I want to get to know a guy before he shows me a picture of his >insert name of your choice< . My friend Chris and I used to joke about saving all of them and making a coffee table book called "just a bunch of dicks" to prove once and for all men are just that! LOL I mean really we women take the time to write a nice long personal ad and tell about us, our hobbies our hopes are dreams, post numerous photos of ourselves and men send us---their dicks. Actually my webmaster and I went so far as to make a couple sites one called justabunchofdicks.com and the other justabunchofboobs.com (apparently he could entice women to send him shots). We set them up with a rating system of 1-10 and encouraged people to post their photos as well for consideration. It would give you a top ten list and everything. It took off fast too, I was making $50 a week in ad clicks in the first month.But after a time I just didn't feel right about it, it went from cute fun to borderline porn and I told him to shut them down. Lesson learned, no matter how innocent and comical you are trying to be most people will turn it into somethinng dirty. But anyway, at that point I had no idea if he still wanted to meet me friday and I really didn't care one way or the other, god would work that one out.
Thursday I went bike riding, 25 minutes and then I went to the UPS store to mail some of my SpiritStones out. Thank God I had kept the one tupperware bowl full that I had not yet packaged into the kits that my ex-partner has and could send some to her. It's a woman who's on my spiritual in NJ facebook page from back when it was the Inspiristone site, when I still had a business partner and before I decided to start calling them SpiritStones. This is the justification that he has to keep the stones that HE thought of the name. Phooey I never liked that name anyway! Someday I really must heal from this anger. It's sad he's missing the blessing of truly helping people with these stones, he passed them out to get people to like him I pass them out so that they can help heal others. Anyway, this woman wrote to me and said she was having surgery and she really would like to have some stones to aid in her recovery stage. So I told her I could send her 3 for $10 and she pay pal'd me the money and I sent them, after the packaging the shipping and fees I guess I made $6. Not much but I really hope these help her, and it turns out she lives in the town that Randy lives, which is right next to the town that I am moving to! I told her once I move we should meet and I can give her some Reiki in person. I so much like to help people, I go around healing and giving Reiki to everyone who asked me as much as time allowed it. That is what Jesus did and we are to mirror him as much as we can. Besides there's no better way to get your mind off your troubles than to help someone else....
Driving home that night I thought about my house and the move and all the crap holding it up. My buyers agent had e-mailed me earlier and asked what was going on and I told him I had laid it on the line with Tony and I was just waiting to hear from him. This was on my mind in the car but then my voice said "There's a good reason this is taking so long" and I immediately answered yes I believe you and I believe it will all be ok. I felt at peace, I daresay even happy and content even though I was heading back to that house that I so don't want to be in anymore. I had a message from the POF guy though when I got home asking how I was, so I asked were we still meeting the next night. He said if I wanted to and I realized in that moment that he backed off because he was insecure.......so we made plans to have a quick meet for coffee date, no big expectations. I don't think he is "the one" for several reasons, and I still am very much hung up on Randy but I do have a feeling that he and I can help each other out and be special friends when all is said and done. Relationships of all sorts helps people and helps humanity, one must never pass up an opportunity to relate to someone....
So today I want you to look around your world and see who you can help, see who you can give to, see who's in need and just needs somebody.........give give give and the more you do the more you will receive....
With Love and in the Light, Cassie
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