Shine like the whole universe is yours!
♥ Rumi ♥
♥ Rumi ♥
5-13-11 Time to Shine!
This whole week has been all about cleaning out the negative and letting in all the positive light!
Monday morning I saw that the house that I thought I was going to get to rent to own had the price lowered, that indicated to me that she meant business and was not going to take my higher rent to own offer. I talked to my friend Mike and he said will I just give up and go rent something already because I was stressing him out with all this! LOL He said quit trying to fit a square peg in a round hole and just rent something that's for rent instead of trying to get a rent to own. I had talked to Mary the day before also, she said my guides were pretty silent on all of this the only thing they told her for me was that if I was following God I was headed in the right direction. That doesn't help much I said! But I did contact Mike my realtor and told him I'd take a half day Tuesday to come down and look at rentals. And I also decided to stop posting where I was going and being all happy and excited because there are people out there who don't like me and I don't need the negative energy, I think it was sabotaging me in some ways. I had also decided the night before that I was going to leave Randy be too, because no matter what the situation at his home, he belongs to her, he made a commitment to her by moving her in even if he didn't marry her and I was bringing bad karma on myself by even just being his friend because of the anger and negative energy she sends my way because she doesn't want us to be friends. I need a fresh slate, a clean life, and I can't have that when I am generating bad karma and receiving negative energy from others.
Monday evening I went to see Pat and got a Reiki treatment from her. This woman is amazingly good! If you are in this area I can't recommend her enough, even just driving down the drive to her home (she lives on a horse farm) the stress starts to go from me. But I digress, before the treatment we talked and she also said to me about keeping my business close to my chest, don't tell my plans all over because there could be jealous people of those even just in a bad mood that day who could send bad energy my way. It's totally possible to fend off psychic attack when you know about it but if you don't you are defenseless. We did the treatment and she had me hold various crystals and stones throughout the time. I felt bursts of air flow out of me, like a sigh, I felt it was releasing things. When she was done she held my hand for a bit to see if she could "get" anything for me..she said she saw me moving soon and that I was going to be working with several different spiritual groups, that I would do events that I would sell my Spiritstones and all these things would bring me extra income. I asked if she saw me with a partner and she said not yet, that I had to get established and do my work in the community first but she said she saw me surrounded by people all the time, that I would make new friends there and that my old friends would be driving down to see me often. Sure they will I said summers coming and I am moving down the shore of course they are going to want to visit! LOL I am so glad that I went , it truly was a huge soothing of my nerves and healing of my recent disappointments.
Tuesday I worked a half day and then drove down to meet Mike. I looked at one rental and said lets do this, I am not going to find anything better. I went to the office and signed the rental agreement and then I went and picked up a lawn mower off free cycle and got Jeremy and took it home. I told him to fix that one up nice for me to take to the rental house and he can keep my bigger one for himself and his lawn care business he is trying to get started. I then walked my property and looked around and said goodbye to it. I felt no sadness...I am very much ready to go. I didn't post and share this info with anyone though, only told Mary because she called and Mike the next day when he called me.
Wednesday was a day of big news. First I get a text from Mike saying there was a huge front page article about the grant money drying up to have oil tanks removed from properties. He thought that news was going to upset me but it did not. I felt like it would release something in regards to the township, make them perhaps give up on this and go ahead and buy it and seek grant money in other ways after the fact. I do know there is plenty available from the State Historical Society but they must first own the place. Next big news that came was that the Director of my group at work got moved to another place all together. I was so happy as I have been praying for him to be gone. Not that he is a bad guy or anything but he is very old school and its because of him that I can't be considered for advancement here. He is a stickler for the degree and doesn't appreciate the years of knowledge and the back ground of me or anyone else for that matter. This was indeed good news! Next I got a call from Cheryl, the realtor for my home and the township had read the news in the paper of the grant money not being available and now they want to try to go to MY bank and ask them for 30 or 40,000 to get the tank out.......I was like screw them! She said she was going to call Tony, my lawyer and let him handle it and I said no one is to call him anymore, I am tired of the BS with them on my dime! So she said she would send an e-mail only. I told her I was showing it myself and I had a couple offers, too low but still more than if they took that kind of money out so screw the township they should have bought it and got the grant money from Trenton! Next I got a call from Mary who had at that same time been talking to someone who told me she has been looking all over NJ and PA for a home to buy to house war veterans and their dogs while they learned to work with them, I guess the dogs are some type of assistance dogs for handicapped veterans? The woman lives in Flemington so I told her that I had no problem showing her the place........ I didn't get too excited about it but I will be open to anything. Right now though I am just waiting to hear back on if the landlord accepted my rental application.......
Thursday I got the call from Mike bright and early that they said yes! I was so happy and so excited and I scheduled to take off work 1/2 day on Friday to go take the checks and get the key(screw the Friday the 13th superstitions) I was so happy all day I was glowing! That night I was heading home to pack up as much stuff I could into my car and I saw how dusty it was with pollen and I thought of going to wash it, then I thought no its going to get dirty again with the move, but for some reason my little voice kept nagging so I went and did a quickie self-serve wash. Then Mary called me and wanted to meet at Sonic so I did. I told her all about the house and about the house and also about my decision to not see Randy even as a friend or answer if he calls or texts and I told God to let fate cross our paths again IF he's ever free again. She said you know he will find you and I said well you are probably right but I am asking God to keep us apart unless she's gone because she does not want us to be friends even and I must respect that. Time will change all that she said but don't think about that now send your energy to your move and don't post about it till its done. I told her I was still going to write this blog just not post it like I usually do. Good she said, this is your time to really move in the positive light and you don't need any negative energy being sent your way to slow you down.
In the evening I looked over my bills to get them paid so I wouldn't have to worry about it during the move time. It was so exciting to be writing in my new address! I have been in this home for 22 years, I thought I was going to live out my days here but this is more fun! One of the bills I noticed was due in two days so I decide to call so as to avoid a late fee. After making the call he told me about some payment protection plan I could get, it would cost me $13 but since I was moving (that was one of the 15 instances it would go into effect) they would pay my payments, two times the minimum balance for three months! And I can cancel after that if I want. So that's going to make me some money! Then I got an e-mail from Zoe at The Sports Zone and she wants to do another event with me and my group! Things are really starting to flow now. I also had had some interchange with my realtor up here who was supposed to sell my house, I discussed this also with Mary as she had referred me to her and she said we need to go to the next township meeting. I said NO she does, its her commission she needs to fight for....who knows that may just begging to flow too...
So today I want you to see what you can do to remove the negative energy in your life, get rid of the fear and the worry and the indecision. Get rid of false friends and don't tell your good news in public either less it makes someone jealous and they send bad vibes your way. Look closely at your behavior and see where you can clean that up to.....the more you polish yourself, your life and the aura around you the more you can shine!
With Love and In The Light, Cassie
Earth Wind and Fire- Shining Star
PS - as I prepared to post this blog the blogger system was down for maintenance-- guess the universe really does want me to keep hush hush on this deal till I have completed it.... and the guy from Chicago wrote to tell me he received his stones and will let me know if they work for him.... I reminded him that what he wants for himself he should give to another.....and sent him light and love and distance reiki for his goals
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